Planting seeds

When I was attending classes to earn my AAS in Paralegal Studies, I became friends with one of my professors, Leslie Adams. I enjoyed her friendship and our conversations over coffee. She planted the seed in my head that I should look into volunteering for CASA

http://www.casaforchildren.org/site/c.mtJSJ7MPIsE/b.5301295/k.BE9A/Home.htm

I researched the organization and thought that it would be interesting someday. The timing just wasn't right, yet that seed had been planted. After completing my studies, I got a job in a law firm that specialized in business and real estate law. Nothing more exciting than pushing paper. I found no satisfaction in assisting the wealthy as they fought amongst themselves. It just wasn't me.

About 3 years ago, I decided to apply for a paid Guardian ad Litem position (one who represents the best interest of a child in a court system.) I knew that the chances were slim, since they were looking for a 4 year degree, even if I decided to apply as a volunteer. I was frustrated that life experience didn't seem to count for anything. When I turned in my resume and app, I was turned off by the individual with whom I met. I wanted to tell him, "Really, you work with individuals who advocate for children? You pretty much suck the bag and I don't want to be affiliated with you." I'm sure it was a defense mechanism because I felt rejected. I feel like I was pre-judged based on being an adoptee and I'm pretty sure he took my app and tossed it as soon as I walked out the door.

My life is in a much different place now and the Guardian ad Litem seed started to grow again. I began researching different programs in my area and sent out an inquiry to CASA. Last week I attended an informational meeting and I have an interview tomorrow. YAHOO! It is a volunteer position and at this time, I can work it into my schedule.

I have worked with children who are in the foster care system, counseled individuals who have suffered abuse, neglect, emotional pain and helped them begin the healing process. I know I can't save the world. I will learn what the boundaries are. I just want individuals to know that no matter what has happened in their life, no matter who they are, they are worthy of being loved. They have self worth and can set their own paths.

It's all in the timing. Years ago when that seed was planted, there was no water, sunshine or rich soil to allow that seed to grow. The elements are in place for the seed to grow and take root.

Thanks to Leslie Adams for seeing the potential in me and planting that seed.